My TRUTH about PORN

To be honest, I have never had a feeling to watch porn. I have watched it like when I was 20 and after 5 minutes it gave me a feeling of emptiness. It was like seeing robots without a feeling having sex. A lot of people, also partners asked me do I watch porn. I said no, I find it proof of disconnection. they told me I was prude. Of course I was questioning myself, is this normal. Yes this is normal because watching porn doesn’t give me a good feeling. I have to laugh about it, for me it is like watching a comedy. Deep down I knew I wasn’t prude.

For me still porn is there to disconnect, it has nothing to do with love. It vibrates for me on all levels low frequency.
I was in the Netherlands a few weeks ago and I saw on TV that from 11 pm you can call girls to have sex. This has been going for decades. I do understand when you are disconnected you like porn. But porn truly has nothing to do with love and everything that has nothing to do with love is a form of disconnection.

I don’t think we came on earth and we invented porn. No in the beginning there was pure love, pure connection, making love, feeling love. Porn is everything but love. I have met men that have told me honestly that they were addicted to porn, but they also told me that was the most empty feeling there is. Porn, gambling, child, animal abuse are all the result of the disconnection from the heart. I know the soul doesn’t want that, the soul wants true connection, true love.

We get addicted to feelings outside of ourselves, but the truth is we need to be honest with ourselves and ask ourselves if the outside is truly feeding your genuine feeling. For me porn absolutely not. If people want to watch it, that it is ok, but just ask yourself what kind of feeling does this plastic empty sex movie giving me?